was a day full of disappointment. Just, disappointment after disappointment, letdowns upon more. I mean, I did my best though, right?
Yeah, I agree. I did do my best. But the results were still poor.
I guess the sucky part isn’t that I didn’t do my best, but it was the fact that I did do my absolute best, and the results were still shit. Just goes to show that my “best” still falls lost amidst mediocrity, and that’s a shit feeling.
It’s a shit feeling to feel inadequate, and worse to feel undistinguished.